this is fast speed speaking... tots and feelings shared...

Friday, October 31, 2003

Swedish Choc Almond cake

*George Winston 'playing' in the background*

Today I bot choc cake to the office. It's now one of my fav cakes - I fell in love with it @ first bite. Made with Daim's choc, it feels like you're eating choc itself, not a cake. You can get it @ Ikea...

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Numb

*Tis is exactly what I am feeling right now. Sigh...work is boring..*

Numb by Linkin' Park - my fav song at the moment..

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

New kid in space..

Testing my first spacefood...